and I don’t want to be alone.
March 20, 2010, 7:04 am
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He is waking up as I prepare to go to sleep, there’s a symmetry. He describes how the shore looks and asks if I can hear it. I pretend I can even if it’s mostly distortion.

These voices travel over a couple of oceans, maybe under them, it’s hard to say.

Talking about the mundane, everything, acknowledging that right now the biggest factor in being dissatisfied is being apart, for both of us. This, as a commitment phobic colossal overthinker, is a tough call to bank.

Distance is convenient only for those who want to be distant. As the master of long distance relating, a far flung port of call had up sides. Lack of interference in daily life, ample space, ability to shave or not shave one’s legs freely. Right now the same distance has no appeal, regardless of how it’s cast. It sucks.

I’m acquiring this movie as these words are processed based purely on the preview and being overly idealistic in the middle of the night.


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